Chocolate Life ^-^

2011-01-23T05:48:00.000-08:00

心情时常不好，不开心。
为什么？
我也不知道要从何说起。。
也许太多了吧。。
我很想开心地过活，
我一直地努力着，可是往往生活就是逆着我走。
只可以在朋友们的笑话里来个大笑或小笑。
之后也就是目无表情地过一天又一天，
一天一天地过去，也一天一天地增加了我的忧愁。

总是觉得自己什么都差，没一样出色，没点长进。。

我好怕面对我的将来，真想现在就是世界末日，

把我带到一个没有我，没有你，没有他，什么都没有的空白世界里。

我的世界太灰，太脏了，怎么抹，也抹不掉。。。。

2010-11-04T04:38:00.001-07:00

Secret

I'm heard tis book long time ago,it is famous n popular last time,but now i only got the chance to reveal tis secret.

Well,why the author will talk about secret?wat kind of secret is it?

The secret tat would like to talk about is key to success.

what is the key or so called secret?

Is our mind~

In the book,mind defined as magnetic,

ur mind will attract all the things tat u r think by ur mind.

So,we must be always think positively,throw out all the negative mind so that we will success in the future.

Think positively!^^

王力宏需要人陪 [完整版]

2010-10-21T23:44:00.000-07:00

每当夜深人静时，听着哼着这首歌最有感觉

一個我需要夢想需要方向需要眼淚
更需要一個人來點亮天的黑
我已經無能為力無法抗拒無路可退
這無聲的夜現在的我需要人陪～

2010-10-19T05:34:00.001-07:00

Loser

I'm wonder about the feel of wining,the feel of b the champion,the feel of b the 1st!

Anyone can tell me what is the key of success?what is the key of win???????

This kind of bad,disappointed,dissatisfying,sad,feel is coming back again,is exactly like b4,when i'm f4.Recall to that time,i'm start to involve myself in sparring intensive training,at the same time,i had took part in many competition,but lose,lose,lose n lose again.

That time,i told myself,kar lap,how come u can b suck like tis?y u alwaz b the loser?until i almost make the decision to quit tkd,but thx to a member that comfort me n inspire me,so that i have the energy to face all the problems,even is the continuous of lose,until i get my 1st medal.

Now,is the same problem again.I like to compare n compete v others,I like to b the 1st,th champion.But it make a lot of burden to myself,is stress.I'm almost getting crazy.

Last week i'm going to attend a competition at tarc,sure i'm aim for the sparring section,but is bad luck on me or the karma start happen on me?I nvr injured myself during exercising,but i did it last tuesday,it is the most serious tat i nvr hurt.I'm forced to give up sparring but choosed pomsae.

I thought pomsae is easier to get medal compare to sparing,but,i'm lose too.

I lose in my trial result oso,is far distance v the 2nd place n the 1st place,i'm damn sad,damn disappointed..........I'm loser?why i never WIN??????

2010-10-06T18:38:00.000-07:00

*When u going to meet sum1 tat u love,u will b nervous n do sumthing stupid b4 go out frm the door like style up hair,wash face,check cloths,all those is hope can gif her a good impression,as well as care her?

*When u reach the place tat u dated up v her n at the 1st moment u saw her,ur heartbeat is uncontrollable accelerate,feeling hot n maybe sweating.

*When u start talk v her,u will b a bit impediment n duno wat to talk v her,when the conversation stop down,u will anxious,scare tat she will feel boring to stay v u until u forced urself to talked sumthing pointless or even idiot><

*When u saw her receiving call,u will keep on praying tat her parents x cuming soon so tat u can stay longer v her.

*When she need to leave,u will keep on looking at her back,far n far away,thousand of not willingness in ur mind until she get into car n out frm ur sight.

*When u on the way back n even after arrived home,every space or even a small split in ur brain is filled up by her face.

*Any1 can diagnose tat wat disease r me infected?Jade disease?haha><.

2010-09-16T18:27:00.000-07:00

New life?

Is it a new life as usually we mean tat a newborn baby?

Can a current living human being to get their life to b new 1?

Definitely cant,bcz there is the consequence created by wat we have done,if u done good things,then we can award frm God,if we committed in sin?absolutely we will get punishment,tat is lifelong punishment which will spoil ur colorful life n bcome meaningless.

So pls,before u wan to make a decision,pls look b4 u leave,consider,consider,n consider again,make sure tat is x a bad thing tat will bring devastating to ur life,bcz once u committed,u will regret in ur whole life,n nvm get to repair it until it end.

Friends,rmb wat I told u,look b4 u leave,dun committed in any bad things or even sin,u will regret for ur coming days n never b END UNTIL U DIE~

2010-08-30T03:05:00.000-07:00

Family Day

Is long time not go out v my family d.I'm very envy those who can have their family day every Sunday,tat is a chance for the family to knw each other more,n get closer.

Well,wat can i say now is i'm appreciate tat wat god had gave me,although is x so good,but frm another side to c it will b better.And I love my family^^muackz~blush....

2010-08-24T05:56:00.000-07:00

World?

What is world?Who created tis world?Why we wan to born at here?

Why????????

Who can tell me about tat?every1 of us muz go through the process:birth,old,sick,die.

So,what for tat we live at tis world?At the end we will still die,after die,all things end,is meaningless what....

Is it sum1 wan to c monkey show tat's y created tis world to entertain them?

All i wan to knw.It all made me confuse....

2010-08-19T06:27:00.000-07:00

Time

Time where is u?i cant c u properly

Time u r alwaz pass in a split of eyes

Time r alwaz hurry us to b busy

Time shld b manage properly,otherwise it will gone easily

Time alwaz made sum1 b crazily...@@

2010-08-17T07:08:00.001-07:00

Teakwondo Sparing

Is long time didn't train v seniors d,laz Sunday was surprise tat many of them came to training,tat is amzing,like a team,long time didn't feel such feeling d.

But b frankly to say,nothing is absolutely good,y i say so is due to there is a cruel scene during the sparing section,tat is 3vs1~the pity victim zhen hao is really beat down by 3 girls v exhauted body after the fight,actually cant really say it as fight,but is game,a cruel game.haha.

After 3 or 4 rounds of such cruel game,zh seem like totally run out of energy,actually tis is special for girls request n zh oso obey n play v them.

I'm took part in sparing as well,tis time i can feel tat my performance really going downward,slow,powerless,skilless,n moz important is i'm still brainless,i still can't use my 'BRAIN' to fight well,it bring me to injuries.

Hesitate to make decision again,is it worth for me to keep contribute my mind n time in sparing?m i do not have the potential in sparing?will i improve n get wat i wan frm my sacrifice n contibution?......................

蕭亞軒-最熟悉的陌生人(KTV)

2010-08-16T06:25:00.000-07:00

最熟悉的陌生人

2010-07-29T17:04:00.000-07:00

Test finished~

I'm allow myself to b lazy today.just stay at home alone,i like it very much.^^

What to do at home?FB,blog,newspaper,drawing,watching~if i have my own car,i must go ahead to Sing K right now,but still early in the morning,sure x yet open.haha.nvr try b4 to sing alone.haha.

Tomorrow will going to SMK Maluri for demo training,tis time x only me n hoeng oly,other seniors joined us as well^^Although tis is just a short demo,around 6-7 minutes oly,but i hope we can perform our best n enjoy it too~gambateh^^

2010-07-16T04:04:00.000-07:00

Good Afternoon seniors...

Ok,have ur sit..

Interview for Pre-U Juniors prefects just now for select out of them to holding post.

Well,some of them are confident n answer nicely n accurately to the point,sum of them r talk in low voice tat even cant hear properly.

Advice for them,they shld b confident infront the students,talk louder n straight to the points,x nonsense.

They shld use the given power in the proper way to assist teacher to control n guild students to follow the skul rules so tat our school can b in order.

Be brave to speak out ur unique ideas tat might improve Lembaga Pengawas.

This is the way tat u all can b contribute to our skul.

Good luck to u all n leave ur proud at this skul in these cuming days^^

2010-07-15T03:56:00.000-07:00

Just now I saw a aunty around 50++ sit alone at the play ground when I'm waiting bird to cum fetch me go tuition.suddenly feel that she is lonely n she seem like wan to play like a kid but she control herself to not do that,because she is not kid anymore.

This scene made me a thought there,we shld do the right things at the right time.

When we r kid,we shld b naughty,playful,n innocence.

When r teenager,we shld to hardworking in academic n b youthful in healthy activities such as sports game,healthy social life(gai gai v frens),play hardly

When we r adult,we shld knw to start manage our everythings,earn money,meet a girl or boy fren.

When we r meet up v a idea life partner,then we can have our love product-our next generation under a eligible n well prepared condition,so tat we can gif our best to the nez generation n make them to b a good human being.

When we r old,we shld more stick to our life partner to compensate the time tat we r used it to busy in our jobs during our adult stage.Hold his or her hand to walk in the garden every morning to watch sun rise n evening to c sunset,is tat simple.

When we r going to leave tis world,ask ur beloved life partner to sit beside u,holding his or her hand n use the laz breath to say I LOVE YOU...N I'M HAPPY TO HAVE U V ME UNTIL THIS MOMENT....

We shld do tis all in the right time,if not there is x perfect n seem like very weird.Like how's the aunty tat i had mentioned...

2010-07-14T08:09:00.000-07:00

I'm DEVIL

It proven by many frens r getting out frm my side.

Day by day,I'll lose all my frens.

I'm agree sum1 to said tat when u r getting old,u r less frens to b v u.

Now wat can I do?

when I''m sad,i can find my best fren to comfort me,tat is music

when I'm lonely n feel wan to get a hug,i can find my best partner,tat is my pillow

when i'm feeling cool at the nite,i x need to find sum1 to gif me warm,bcz i had my beloved blanket tat sew by my mom n accompany me for 11 years long.

when I'm boring,i can ride on my darling bicycle to go out hanging around.

when I'm angry i can find my so called girl fren-taekwondo to release my tempered by kicking targets.

I can live alone happily v the THINGS I had but x the complicated human beings,just do it.

2010-07-13T20:07:00.001-07:00

Lazy day?~

I'm truancy today,bcz i'm so tired,i'm so regret,i'm so down~

I had x mood to do anything.

I just wan a chance to correct my fault,pls,give me 1 chance, pls let me to b a good guy.

I x wan to keep on like how is now,I wan back my FREEDOM,my DIGNITY.pls~

Pls let me go,let me get rid frm YOU.

YOU r my nightmare...

王力宏『柴米油鹽醬醋茶』完整版MV全球網路大首播

2010-07-12T04:49:00.001-07:00

～柴米油盐酱醋茶～

刚从‘面子书’看到这一部新MV，作曲：王力宏，作词：徐若瑄

导演：王力宏

柴米油盐酱醋茶，是指我们平日的所需品，是重要的，是必需的。

在这部MV里，我可以感受到爱就是我们的柴米油盐酱醋茶。

有了爱，所有的一切都变的美好。

爱能陪伴我们度过人生的每一个阶段—生，老，病，死。

遇到了所爱的另一半，彼此之间散发的爱就像那柴米油盐酱醋茶，让彼此点燃生活的色彩，

互相爱护，互相包容，互相容忍

就算是一杯平凡无味的白开水也会变的清甜

真所谓：‘有情饮水饱’哈哈

王力宏『柴米油鹽醬醋茶』完整版MV全球網路大首播

2010-07-12T04:49:00.000-07:00

～柴米油盐酱醋茶～

刚从‘面子书’看到这一部新MV，作曲：王力宏，作词：徐若瑄

导演：王力宏

柴米油盐酱醋茶，是指我们平日的所需品，是重要的，是必需的。

在这部MV里，我可以感受到爱就是我们的柴米油盐酱醋茶。

有了爱，所有的一切都变的美好。

遇到了所爱的另一半，彼此之间散发的爱就像那柴米油盐酱醋茶，让彼此点燃生活的色彩，

互相爱护，互相包容，互相容忍

就算是一杯平凡无味的白开水也会变的清甜

真所谓：‘有情饮水饱’哈哈

2010-07-10T23:15:00.000-07:00

Taman Ehsan Bulan Kecergasan-Taekwondo Demonstration

Another demonstration,2nd demo in tis year,it made me to think back laz demo at MPS stadium,i had paid my time,my effort,n my friendship~

Let's talk about optimistic thing,bcz every cloud has a silver lining,even though i had lost many frens,but there is a hint to me to let myself knw tat many defects on my personality,so tat i can try to change,if x able to change?wat to do?try to avoid frm population contact,so tat minimize any sad things to b happening.

This demo is a bit different to compare v laz few demo,bcz there r involving new juniors,i jz can say well done to them,they r so serious during training,they r improved a lot in tis demo^^clap for their concentration n seriousness.BRAVO!!

As usual,tis demo start v basic performance tat handle by our new juniors,wat can i comment is EXCELLENT^^

2nd part of demo is fall on me n hoeng,Koryo v taekwondo sticks,new things tat we ever try b4.at tis part,i cant gif any comment bcz i oso duno how is it.haha.wait u to left comment.^^

3rd part is self-defend,perform by the seniors of juniors,haha,tat mean green belt above.

They r charng rong,guan ming n.....lazy to list out all.haha.

erm,bad comments frm our sirs,nvm,atleast they had tried their best.^^

4th part,me n hoeng using taekwondo sticks to perform a fighting scene.

last part of the demo,blanks breaking!^^

I think most probably this is the last demo in this skul v my in-schooler identity.

A big part of my life is Taekwondo,I start join Taekwondo club when i'm f1,actually is standard 5 i started to learn Tkd.A coincident to let me back to tkd,tat is a demonstration on Sport day,I still can rmb tat demo was a very fantastic demo,i saw a guy flying on air to break a 3 person height blank,I'm attracted by tis scene,n i was made decision to join tmn ehsan tkd club,as the flying man tat i mentioned jznw most probably is zhen hao.haha.

Tkd changed my life,if x tkd,i have no current achievement,maybe worse than the me tat ever join tkd.

After joined tkd,i met a lot of frens n sirs.After join tkd,i went n involve in many competiotion,Nasional junior,was the 1st national lever competition tat i went when i'm f4,thx to sir Tan Soon Keat to gif me tis chance n paid his effort,time n money to train me b4 going 4 tis competition,every saturday he need to sacrifice his sweetdream to bring me n me teammate to go menjalara park jogging to train up our stamina n muscle.He had gave me many things,i'm proud n appreciate to met this good sir.At here i wan to say THANKS to him.

What i wan to say nw is i'm very enjoy n i very rmb every scene in the 1st national junior competition tat i went although i was KO by a strong opponent on my 2nd ronud but i still enjoy n satisfy,bcz outside the ring i can hear the loud cheer v tear voice frm my teammates,it is worth although i was beat down by my opponent......

Until tdy,i had went for many competiton v my teammate,i alwaz lose but i have my teammate to cheer me up,so tat i can stay n fite until nw,thx to my teammate:white,loong,yv,hoeng,shinyin,hongwang,tanjing,munseng.we r so called balai elite team.hehe^^

At the end,i wan to say:I LOVE TAEKWONDO!!!!!!!!n i'll stay in tkd,keep on training^^

2007 Christmas Eve at Soon Keat's house

2008 Balai crazy members=p

2010 Kepong Baru Tournament

2010 Gotong Royong at skul v new members^^

Yen ven's 2008 Birthday celebration at Balai

2008 After National Junior weight in,time square

2010 Sin ying's Birthday

Priscilla's Apartment Demonstration

2009 SWIP,1st time get medal in such 'higher' level competiton

2008 Selangor Invitation

2009 TAR college invitation

2008 MSSD

2008 Gewin

2009 Dynamic Invitation

2009 MSSD

2010 MBW Pomsae competition at Kheow Bin

2010 Gua Tempurung Trip

2009 Party

Swimming^^

during sprinting section

Usually after claz we got yam cha section for cui sui.haha

Body structure musical band

tough training

enjoy training^^

End~

2010-07-09T21:53:00.002-07:00

Band 3

MUET exam's result was out few days ago.

I'm still considering whether wan to re-sit it to get better band anot,wat's things tat made me to consider for getting higher band is MY FUTURE~

Every days is a new day,tdy after woke up,i lie on my bed to consider tis matter again,i had made the decision,tat is i will re-sit for MUET.

I don wan to regret on my future bcz of my LOW BAND,we shld appreciate the chance tat we have,nw is 1 more chance for me to retake to get better result,i shld appreciate n work it v my hardworking.

Atleast i had try my best n appreciate the chance,i'll nvr regret if i fail to do it.

Not oly we wait for the chance cum infront us,in our life,we shld b aggressive,we shld make the chance for us,but x the chance to make us,so tat we can live without any regret^^

2010-06-23T02:27:00.002-07:00

Frens ah frens,wat to do tat seeing u all to fite?

ya.i'm the problem maker,y u all wan fite?x ur fault oso la.huiyo...

Tat all is my fault wat,i hope to get forgiveness frm u all but refused once n once...

i knw wat i did is hideous.

i knw u all think tat i'm changed to b devil n x like how is the laz time of me.

wat can i say?i duno,wat can i do?i jz can silent,bcz i x have the authority to speak,i'm the 1 who did wrong,wat i say is wrong 1....

I jz hope u all stop fighting n repair the relationship.

please,I beg u all to stop to fite each other,I'm regret to the thing tat i had did n duno how to correct it,I'm sad to c these all happening,is my fault.SORRY.I knw sorry is meaningless....

I x dare to ask forgiveness frm u all again le,

But jz can hope tat u all b happy everyday after i disappear frm ur sight.^^

2010-06-23T01:55:00.001-07:00

ah....

long time x blog d.

sddly wan to write sum nonsense here,jz wan to release my temper oly.haha.

I'm quite enjoy the mid year break,tat is pack but joyful.

let c where i had went on the holiday,tat is taekwondo trip to Gua Tempurung n f6 Prom nite.

Gua Tempurung...

Is a nice trip tat can go v tkd members n lin yi.I'm surprised tat lin yi will accept my invitation^^

11june2010

4am:woke up n pack things

5:15am depart frm house to go ahbas mamak stall to have breakfast v loong,ms,n sk them

5:50am:lin yi came to ahbas

6am:gather at bhp station n waiting the bus coming

6:20am:depart to our destination-Gua Tempurung!!!!!!!

9:30am:Gua tempurung

11:30:lunch n bath

12pm:depart frm Gua Tempurung to Sungai Klah hot spring

1:30:Sungai Klah Hot Spring

6pm:going to Sungai Buloh Galaxy restaurant for dinner

8pm:Galaxy restaurant.

8:45pm:going back to desa bhp station

9:10:bhp station.......

Tis trip was special for me,bcz i wan invited a special girl to go v me-lin yi,i was happy but at same time i was worry too.

i'm worry tat she will get injure,

i'm worry tat she will feel boring....

I'm a stupid guy,i duno to bring joy n laugh to her,I duno how to protect a girl,i'm really a stupid guy tat many things tat i duno.....

I juz knw to look at her to sleep,

i jz knw to cloz up the air-con so tat x directly release the cool air to her

I jz knw to help U to carry things...

that's all is wat i knw to do,so less.haha...

At the end,i juz can c u to get into a guy's car n leave infront of my eyes.wat can i do?nope.i cant do anything,juz hope tat u can find a better 1^^...

Sddly a call frm kai jian tat asked me to go jing wei's house,yes~sure i'll go.

Drink beer,red wine n vodka v them,feel drunk after consumed these all@@

11june2012

END

2010-04-16T21:54:00.000-07:00

Life?what is life?

Who creates life n world?

This is a confuse question.Y we must appear in tis ugly n 'fluctuating' world?

Sometime happy till flied high to the paradise,sometime suffer in sad or nervous till fallen to hell.

Is it hell is better than world?If life in hell,we just keep suffering n always on the bottom,unlike the 'fluctuating' mode in world much more suffer than hell.

If I were a tiny dust,I can stay at a place for long time in silent mode,x brain,x movement,x desire,x true or false,x stigma,x happy,x friends,x family n x life....

Once we did wrong,we cannot turn back,we just can go ahead to the deep whole that full v brambles,get stab by it but cant die...

Everytime go out I feel tat everyone is using a 'special' sight on me.Because I did many wrong things...Is it can be better soon?NO.once we did wrong,we will nvr back to the origin...

What to do next?wait,wait for a new life,suffer again,new life,suffer again.it will repeat n repeat...in a circulation....n never stop....

2010-04-05T05:19:00.001-07:00

These few days feel damn hot,every seconds is sweating,sweating n sweating.smelly~

hope all my frens can take good care of urself,drink more water n stay away frm the fierce sunshine la^^

Jz finiz frm reading hoeng's blog jznw...sry la hoeng,i'm x purposely 1,i owe u la,10 pieces of roti kosong is enof to compensate u?haha=p

Being in rat race recently,never mind,I tell myself these all I can go through,I hope I can use my young time to burn both end of candle to achieve my dreams.

This coming saturday is Kepong Open tournament,hope I can fight well and get medal,good luck to myself n my brothers yong loong n mun seng!taekwondo spirit!let tis saturday to show our spirit!but before tat,we need to prepare well 1st,x eat spicy food,x drink cold drinks,x late sleep,eat well,x starving,n...haha.rmb go jogging to keep ur stamina la.

MBW~

2010-03-26T03:10:00.000-07:00

Life is getting more complicated?

Answer:Stongly agreed

Am I too childish?I think so...

Y i said so?Because I'm hope I can good v everyone in the world,does it come true?I did it laz time bt it gone worse nw.Wat caused it?Why?.....

I oso duno...

Recently I'm live in anxious n scare,I need to knw the truth....

Nvm.is ok,jz let the time to prove everything.

There is a cloudy nite ytd,after stop raining,i asked for the buddies whether they still wan to on the plan tat we made-play basketball at nite.hahaI start to addict it so much.

Still the same rule,if x miss ball,then need to punished to do variety exercises such as,pumping,sit-up n so on,tat is indirectly to train us b more strong.haha.

After sweating crazy,we jz sit on floor n start our stories,kai jian,me,ho eng n wooi kuan,chatting over day,till 1am oly stop by hoeng,bcz tdy morning we need to wake up earlier n go for skul.

I like play basketball at the nite.nice!^^

2010-03-16T19:08:00.000-07:00

My dear bro,how many years v being in same team?How many pain,sad,happy v have 2gather?If x mistaken,more than 5 years ba.I feel sad when u say like tat.What shame?wat fake?i tel u truly.evy1 is a faker,jz depend on how they b,either good or bad.Me also b fake b4,bt i also have my true time.Fake ornot is onueself,x one can comment ur personality without thinking themself.I hope u jz let it passes through,v still hv long way to go.Rmb me mseng,eng white support u alwaz.Believe us,v love u as bro,but can u pls love urself n love us?Nvr sorry 2 us,bro need is suppot.Rmb,nvr give up our dream.......

This is my bro sent to me ytd when i'm in dump.

When i view it,my tears is uncontrollable to fall out,I really touched of it.

I'm proud n happy to meet u all guys.U all is my bro,u all is my spirit,u all is my rainbow,without u all,my life is dull.

Thx bro.love u all.^^

2010-03-12T21:42:00.002-08:00

Finally finiz test.

Think tat my brain is corrupted d,cant memorize things well.haiz.

I wan to let my parents disappointed again,I hope I can alwaz make them to feel proud to have me as their son.

I try to make everythings perfect,bt in the end is the worst.

WHY?

Is it I too stupid d?how to b more intelligent?

I fed up to my life nw.

Nothing tat I can do nicely.

In family,I alwaz made problems to them:

1)Cant ligthen their financially problem,made my mom need to work those hard work everyday,cycling to work everyday even sumtime is raining,need carry heavy things,need c people 'face color' n so on...........

2)Alwaz let my mom to worry me because of my late back home,I alwaz forget to tell them tat I'll b late n ask them x need to worry about me.

3)They r alwaz worry about my result,they worry tat I cant pass STPM n get into local university for further study.

I had try my best?

I think I x yet to do my best....

I alwaz ask myself:''Y other can done sumthing very well,but I cant even do it better?or consider as bad......

I need to change,change to b more hardworking,to achieve wat I wan,

Hope I can do tat n never let my Family disappointed anymore.

2010-03-12T21:23:00.001-08:00

Finally back to blog here.

Alot of things is kept inside my heart these few days,is it the suitable way to release all at here?

Answer is NO.hahaha=p

I juz can share sum to u all oly.

First of all,still x happy tat I lost few frens,y?Y everythings cum so suddenly?1 demo,1 ppl will gave such a huge impact to me.I'm surrender.

I think tat's due to wat I done,also wat's my problem recently:

1)Stupid mind tat duno how to lead a demo team

2)Curiosity tat made me made wrong decision

3)Low self control tat made me hurt sum 1

4)not responsibility tat made every1 x believe me

5)Not a gud son tat cant share my mom's burden

6)Not enof hardworking tat made me cram at last minute for test.

7)Cant settle my financially pro n need money frm my mom,shame till die!

8)Sweetheart?nice to hear,bt is it cum frm a sincere heart or jz a simple call tat cum frm a meaningless mind?

Haha.Never mind.is ok,as long as I x hurt anyone more.

Hurt myself is better than hurt others~

Or is it the best way is I disappear frm tis complicated world?

Then I'll x hurt any1 else.

2010-02-07T00:14:00.000-08:00

almost cry out,too spicy d.

Do u knw wat is spicy?Did u try tat sumthing can make u crying out,sweating,feel vomit n stomach burning?I tried such hell thing during ytd birthday celebration.Tat was a BIG present for meT_T.

Well,nw i'm talking about laz nite me,kai jian n bird's birthday celebration on gasonline,metroprima n Desa park city.

I'm a bit late to meet them at gasonline due to tkd claz.No money d ma,so need earn money by teach claz lo.hahaha.During claz,there was raining cat n dog,bt fortunately it 'calm down' to drizzling oly when I cycling to back home.There was a bit rush 4 me to cycling back to home,bath,change cloths n style my hair in 30 mins,maybe is I slow.haha.

After I finiz prepare everythings,i go down frm my home n wait yee wen cum pick me up to gasonline meet our classmates,a bit late bcz of traffic jam.haha.sry to all my classmates n hoeng bcz let u all to wait me so long time.

When me n yee wen reach there,the 1st person we meet is ken boon,then we go find them.Once I meet them,tat Willie boss gif me the super spicy hot dog n challenge me to finiz it,jz half oly,depend on my 'BRAVE' personality sure i accept the challenge la.

Tat is nth when i chewing it,bt after i swallow inside to my stomach,the spicyness start to torment me.1st it start frm the throat to oral cavity n final spread to my stomach,it bring me to sweating,tear watering my eyes,a lot of saliva release,stomach burning n feel wan to vomit.

Wakao.tat is the moz spicy food tat I never try b4.X any bluff frm me,tat is truth!

After ate,we all took many pictures at gasonline.after tat all guys planning to go desa park city n all the girls back home.Starting I'm feel weird to go there v all 'ma lat lou',hahaha.but quite funny.haha.

Some unhappy incident was happened on the way tat we going to DPC.

1st,hoeng as a lead,he drove too fast n without signal made birg n kai jian cannot follow up.

We jz stop aside to wait them cum back.

After they cum back n going ahead to DPC,there was another incident or oso accident happened,tat is kai jian accidently crash bird's car.huhu.I can feel tat kaijian is unhappy n a bit angry.Anyway,he calm down after a while n start to crazy v us d.We jz went to waterfront garden there have a walk n took picture again.haha.

If interest to all the pictures tat we had took,u can have a look at my facebook profile there.

Thx to all my classmate n hoeng to celebrate for me,kai jian n bird.THANK U VERY MUCH^^

2010-02-05T05:35:00.001-08:00

The wrong decision was SPOILED my life......

I'm feel so guilty,disappointed,regret n shame to everything tat i did.

I'm a culprit who full v spots......

I hope everythings will end here n restart again,i'm dirty now!!!!!

I hurted pplS.I planed shit things n critiqued by many of my teammate,i wasted money,i'm x educated well,i'm stupid n blur,i'm poor in knowledge n financially,i'm ugly in mind n appearance,i'm obtuse in movement n thinking,x creativity......Am i still a human being?

I think i'm x oly spoiled my own life bt including all the pplS around me.I would like to take tis chance to APOLOGIZE to them.....

1st is my FAMILY

3rd,My teammate

4th,my PLKN Buddha class teacher

5th,All my frens

6th,The ppls tat hurted by me b4

7th,all the ppls who expect i;m a gud guy......

I did many unreturnable wrongs.

I'm x a gud Human being.

I'm x a gud son.

I'm x a sud boy fren.

I'm x a gud taekwondo player

I'm x a gud student

I'm x a gud frens........

If time can turn back to origin,i'll change!

i wan to b clear,x any spot on me.

I'm dirty nw.............

SORRY TO ALL THE PPLS AROUND ME.SORRY....

2010-01-21T00:42:00.000-08:00

What the bull shit intruded my life N spoiled my SIMPLE life?

I'm tired,I'm disappointed,I'm frustrated.....

All things gone bad.Y?

May this all due to my childish n simple minded,poor leadership as well.

Those complains or critiques were made me more mature n improved myself,i need to say thanks to U 1st.

Sry to say tat i'm x purposely to plan sumthing during the class,i have x time to plan out of the training time.That is too sudden to me when i received the msg frm them tat we need to plan a demo in 2 weeks.I just able to plan the 1st part.The drama part n the self defence is need to plan during we face to face n sumore at starting we x sure yet got how many members can join tis demo,we need to change when sum1 is joined in,apply sum suggestion or idea frm the members n even sirs as well.

I stopping u all halfway is hope u all can b alert n focusing,by the way,u all gave wat i expected.

U thought tat i jz wan to showoff my yeng?u knw wat kind of person r me?is it i'm the person who like to showoff?maybe we seldom communicate for long time so tat u forgot how m i d.

I'm forcing myself to b more confident to myself,try to talk infront of teammates,give command,shouting louder,as well as plan the whole set demo,finally i did it,but i think tat is much more to improve to get satisfactory level.

Perhaps I shld not to force myself to get tis responsibility because i x have tis ability n capacity,maybe i'm too selfish.I do by my own purpose,tat is wan to learn sum leadership n creative mind.But the conclusion is i spoiled my feelings,mood n my dignity.

Spoiled our relationship...I'm disappointed n regret.

Anyway,cheer up man!sustain all tis tough n leap over the obstacles ba.

Hope we all can perform well on sport day!

Hoeng,i'm lucky tat u r b there v me to plan tis demo.thanks tat u help me alot n listen to my nagging.Anyway,sustain these all tough for 2 days more,then we can relieve frm it.Gambateh!

2010-01-14T04:48:00.001-08:00

2010 year~

It was busy since skul started,almoz every days need to stay back at skul 4 tutorial claz till 3:30pm,after reach home might feel so tired.

Everyday woke up on 4am to do sum revision then go jogging,tat's y during lesson i can feel very sleepy lo,no matter to stop exercise la,bcz i wan train up my six packs.wahahahaha.Sumore need to train up myself to face the MSSD taekwondo tournament!Muz fight well in tis laz MSSD,old d lo,bt some of them said tis year might open for the player who under 18 oly.huhu.Hope i can fight for tis laz MSSD la.

Duno wan to keep on involve in sparing section anot,bcz i had hurted so much,worry tat will suffer in my old age.Anyway,my target is SUKMA!hope tat i can fight in SUKMA,tat is an award to me.

The cuming soon sport day was created sum problems n trouble things to me,bcz we going to have a tkd demonstration on tat day,me n hoeng as seniors among them to guide them was a big trouble to us due to sum of them r x pay 100% attention on training.Tat was tough to train them to perform well,neat, n spirit.bcz we r x enof time to train,a sudden 'surprise' to us.

Gambateh ba!^^

2009-12-28T20:04:00.000-08:00

Tdy morning woke up feel a bit moody,myb i think too much,1 of the way can do to get away frm it is abuse myself.hahaha.x get shock ah,the way i abuse myself is exercise hard to make me being exhaust,afterward go sleep.haha.

I like the feel exhaust,it can let me feel tat i'm still in tis world,it was real.haha.

Well.tdy morning I was went to taman botani at taman ehsan.there was another FRIM.actually I x sure tat there is related v FRIM anot.jz saw there so nice scene n attracted by there.

After i arrived there,i start to cycling my honey around tis taman n i try 1 way tat going up to a hill,tat was tired n tough way,bt i pass through it v my determination n the mind to abuse myself.haha. <-my honey

After tat,i was went to a garden tat look like grapes garden 1,i sit alone at there to admire the scene in front of me,listening the birds singing around,hide under shady tat shelter by the crowed of leafs.Tat was very relax n enjoy,in this moment,i can temporary throw away my burden n my trouble...

honey n me.haha=p

There was a big area tat full v the trees n many pounds.many king of fishes can c in pounds,that was inspired u to contribute ur labor to preserve the natural.Natural is our 'MOM'.

Natural protect n care us on primeval,ape-man live in cave,liver bank,hills,all tis provided by the natural.Day by day,ape-man evolution to human being start to b able construct their own house,it sound like human being can abandon the hug frm the natural,bt actually not,we still using the material tat extract frm natural.

Natural act like the great mom to all the living things,bcz it provide every things generously tat living things needed,such as water,air,sunshine,earth.without these all,we cant stay alive until tdy.

Bt human beings like x realize tat we r hurting our 'MOM',a lot of activities tat we had done is hurted our 'MOM'.maybe jz a small n simple things tat we done was hurted our 'MOM' without any realize,such as throw rubbish or even toxicant chemical into liver or sea,using air-con,plastic bags pointless to created a lot of rubbish.

Please wake up!start to contribute urself to preserve natural

2009-12-24T21:10:00.000-08:00

Avatar movie~

Well.this wed I was went to Jusco tgv cinema v my buddy for Avatar movie.

First of all,I did not expect alot frm tis movie due to the weird appearance frm the characters in tis movie,I can say here I was made the deeply wrong estimation to tis movie n tis was show tat i'm very superficial.haha.

Anyway,I was very appreciate tat i got tis chance to watched such imposing related nature movie,to feel the grand power of nature n the power of LOVE,CARE,N SPIRIT TO PROTECT THE NATURE.

And 1 more thing tat tis movie had taught me tat we shldn't JUDGE A BOOK BY IT'S COVER!

In tis movie,I can deeply feel the amazing n graceful face tat shown frm the heart full v love n cover over the fake human body.The real body n appearance was hide in the faithful n pure heart~We shld find it out to feel the real world but not the fake world tat every1 cover UGLY heart by the mask.

Well,i'm back,lets continue my story ba^^

I'm most admire those 'sakai' lifestyle n their warrior spirit to protect their HOME frm the supreme strong weapon soldiers intruder by their power frm natural

Beside tat,after i had watched tis movie,i'm unanimously agreed as wat my buddy ho eng said to me.He told me tat:"I has x ever watch a movie tat can left me damn deeply image."

I'm fall in this movie,i'm watching tis movie at the same time i imagining i'm b v them in the scene of tis movie.

2009-12-20T20:41:00.000-08:00

Illusion....

Recently I'm too free n think too much,feel tat anything I had done n wat I gain jz illusion,tat all x b v me for lifetime.

Happy?Crazy?

After tat is back to emo-ing.I thought tat i'm really happy 1 bt after finiz a whole day n i lying on my bed,i'll start to think,is it real?y gone so fast n nvr cum back again?

Sumtime can b cloz v sumbody bt after sum time tat less contact v each other,then it going to b like stranger,x contact anymore bt need middleman to date us for activity oly get chance to meet each other.

Sumtime I do alot stupid,idiot things to made every1 around me n myself to b happy,although it worked,bt jz tat split of moment oly,bt x last 4 whole life.....

jz emo-ing nw,so wrote down at here,sure u all cant get wat i mean.haha=p

have a nice day for u all.

later wan to b crazy again,playing basketball v my buddies^^

Get Love or Get Hurt?

2009-12-10T16:58:00.000-08:00

Wat the incident had been made me scared or feel hopeless to get a new relationship v the girl I like indeed?

I had tried to overcome it,but seems like useless...I duno wat can i do.....

Actually,I had meet a lot of girls tat I crush on them,but x 1 can to be my girl fren,Y?

Hey.dun say tat i'm a gay ah,i'm absolutely a normal guy,bcz i love girl very much.hahaha=p

Every time i getting close v a girl i'll start to think a lot,i'll think tat is it I got the qualification to get pair v her n even I'll stop or pull back my step to get closer v them?At tis point had showed tat i'm do not confident to myself.Yes,I admitted tat I'm x confident to myself actually,tat is cum frm my family problem.Is it an excuse?I duno....sum1 can tell me?

Another problem frm me is 'flower hearted'.I can like few girls in the same time n I'll try to knw them communicate v them n get closer v them to c which 1 is more suitable,care me,sweet n important 4 me.

Actually I found her recently,but I x yet to ask her to be my love 1,mean girl fren la,paiseh to say out tis word.haha.Actually I juz wan a little bit time more to confirm tat whether I'm love her anot,bcz I dun wan any hurt or disappointment appear in half way we love n get sweet v each other.

She is a good girl tat I nvr meet b4,she is caring,thoughtful,willing sacrifice for me,honest to me n alwaz made me laugh at the time I b v her.But sometime she like to emo,like to say sumthing to against me,tat seeing cute.haha.

At here I would like to let her knw,once I choose a girl to be my girlfren,I'll forget other girls tat I had crush on b4 n fully pay my love to her.

Dun be scare tat I'll be 'flower hearted' again^^I promise to u~I'll never hurt u again,actually sumtime I purposely said sumthing tat u x like to hear,i jz wan to test u,c how much u like or love me.hehe=p.Now I know already n I feel touching v all the things u had did for me.

Love you~

2009-11-12T23:53:00.001-08:00

peace~

WHY?WHY?WHY?

How many WHY?in our daily life was appeared?why tis 'WHY' will appear in our daily life?

ok.until nw,tis post was showed 6 times 'WHY'.Just in few minutes,i created 6 'WHY'.

human beings is an intellectual animal-the KING OF the animals.tat is because human beings knw to use their brain to carry out a amazing process,tat is THINKING.

Thinking is a very important process on human being,due to humans knw to think,so tat we can away frm the species as an animals.

I'm proud to be Chinese,WHY?

because of 1 respected person/teacher-Confucius.why said so?because,Chinese culture has been deeply affected by Confucius,a great Chinese teacher n educator.He believe tat moral principles,virtues n discipline shld b the 1st lesson taught 4 a child,because tat is important than others!before any other subjects,because without these foundation,learning of all other subjects would b futile.

In ancient China,the purpose for becoming saints and sages,not to pave the way for fame or making profit.

Bt cums to nowaday,humans changed.......

changed to b violence,changed to b cruel,changed to b unfair n greedy,detest..............

WHY?WHY?WHY?

Why humans were changed?

Whose wrong?

X body wrong,tis world jz like a piece of WHITE paper,the activities which carry out by humans as the drawing on tis paper.The longer or the more times n things we use or draw on tis paper,it will b muddy,looks messy until all it gone to whole BLACK paper,then we will get a NEW WHITE PAPER again~tat i s a circle.

ALL THINGS WILL CUM BACK TO ORIGIN.dun b fear~

war will gone~greedy will gone~all the bad things will gone~

BACK TO ORIGIN

Human tolerance to each other,caring each other,LOVE around them~live in harmonious surrounding.is tat good?we can do it actly.

just pay ur LOVE N CARE to every1 around u,using LOVE N CARE to filter up their evil,lets them to turn over a new leaf.

LOVE

was the most amazing n powerful treasure in the world,even god oso need to envy us tat we can melt v LOVE.but we x elaborate the POWER OF LOVE.

Hope we can do it........Spread the LOVE to every 1.

STOP WAR,STOP KILLING,STOP DESTROY FOREST,STOP CRUEL...................

2009-11-06T03:31:00.001-08:00

oh~forever ~forever love~~

can u tell me tat actually wat is love?how is love?when we meet the love?where is the love~where is the love~~?

i heard tis kind of question around me..........

actually,love are always around us.why and how come i can said like ta leh???hoho.i advice u all should wear glass n clear ur heart la.

wear glass to observe carefully,still cant see who are ur lover?

oh.shit~how about ur parents?ur family?

nowadays,peoples always misunderstood tat love are come from their darling,their sweetheart....yiak!sorry to say u all la,please wake up from ur sweet dream.if u cant even to feel the basic,the strongest n the warmth love from ur family,please stop to desire the others love.because u duno wat is love!!!

The LOVE from the family 1,r the love which we meet the 1st,tat is when the moment the 'swimmer' reach the 'point', love begin~

if u x even to feel this strongest n obvious love,how u gonna to feel others lovE?

START TO LOVE UR FAMILY 1ST!!!!

wat about the next step to feel or gain the love?......tis question......very interesting,right?

yeah.i know many from u all interested on it long time ago right?

ok.....nw i would like to say...............................................................................................................................................................

sry.i x free nw.continue on next post from me ok?taking dinner with lovers now la.hahaha

hope u all can implement tis good chinese traditional culture in your life so tat u can get closer v ur lovers.

LOVE AROUND U ANYTIME,ANYWHERE.^^

i'm back~

hey,every1.still fine v ur love 1?hope u all found out ur love d^^

nw,i would like to talk about love cum frm ur darling 1.

actually how can consider as love?

in my opinion:

1st,we will crush on sum1,myb tat time cant consider as love,but is like.

u like his/her appearance?u like his/her way to treat you?

ya,tat all jz consider as like.

for me,i can like many girls in the same moment.but for sure tat i jz can love a girl in once.

how cum i can said like tat ah?

erm,1st.we need to differentiate the like n love.

Love cum frm ur sincere heart.

so,when u love a girl,u willing sacrifice 4 her.

ur heart jz for her only,cant fill in v another girl.

Love need promote frm a period of time u stay v a girl,the longer time u stay v a girl,the stronger feel of love to her.

but y the couple around us will broke up?sum of them said tat was boring to face him/her for a long time.-tat is x a relationship tat base on the love.bt just like.bcz they x use their sincere heart to feel the good of each others,bt jz keep find the small mistake to blame on each other.

Love created by 2 or more ppl.btween these all ppls,they need to tolerance,accept the defect bcz x 1 is perfect.

1st step to create love is depend on our brave.if u x dare to let the ppl u like 1 knw u crush on them,then how can u to carry out a relationship v them,care them,knw them n finally both of u get into love sea?

FOR EXAMPLE

i'm a passive guy,x dare to face the girl tat i gt feel on them.tat's y until nw,i still as a normal fren for them.bcz myb they duno i'm crushed on them,or they x so sure.

As a guy,we should take initiative to tell the girl tat u like 1 tat u like her.so tat they can clearly knw tat u r like her n they might give u a chance.

i'm fail to do tat,tat's y until nw,i x yet to meet the girl tat i can love.

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